“I am a trustafarian”
says the Sagittarius Total Solar Eclipse.
“I trust in the divine.
And this brings me endless bounty,
good fortune and grace.
It’s been quite the journey to arrive in this place
Of simply being
Resting in all seeing
Knowing that, all that can be done is done.
And all that can be gleaned, is gleaned.
Other worlds, other lifetimes.”
At some stage, the journey might have seemed
like this or that.
Though now it’s all ov thee above,
this and that.
Nothing is black and white.
Yet, decisions still need to be made.
Though when it comes to being a trusty-faery-on,
there’s only one decision in town!
And that’s to line up with Truth.
Alignment with an inexplicable knowing.
Gnosis – Sagittarius.
A Higher Power.
A Higher Self.
Alignment with that which seeks to move.
All of us!
And tends in the direction of brilliance.
Gory, gritty, greatness told
Nobody said, “It was meant to be easy”.
No shit 99!
Oh Capricornia, we won’t be missing you.
And at the same time, be forever grateful.
Our metal tested, tempered and strengthened.
Our heart-minds humbled, through adversity.
Just as we grow up,
from Mother Earth (embodiment)
to the Sky (spirituality).
Sky Father seeks to
As you, as me, as her, as he.
Them, us and as all we can be.
And that’s more than good enough!
It’s really quite amaze!
and wander wonder more.
A walking Jivamukti
– an embodied awakening
As in ‘all of it’.
My favourite word/ mantra of 2020
I say, “Yes”,
all of life
In all its shapes and colours.
In all its shame and glory.
Never to divorce the spiritual path
from my authenticity,
from my humanity.
Whether you’re peering through
the Venusian lens
– aka ‘The Divine Feminine’.
Or looking through the eyes of Mars.
Some call him
‘The Divine Masculine’
The journey may have ap-peer-ed different.
Different pathways. Different lessons.
Nonetheless, we’ve (weave) all been
zig-zagged into the same place.
This is a calling to one and all.
No matter what has come before.
Heading into this Sagittarius New Moon
TOTAL SOLAR ECLIPSE
Head out before the dawn
Anytime in the coming week will do.
1 hour before
the Sun doth rise
would be perfect.
Let yourself be guided to a place of sitting.
Draw up, sing up, pray up your medicine wheel
Mark the 4 cardinal points
– East, North, West and South
Call on your ancestors
and the ancestors of the land
And consecrate this sacred space
Ask that your ancestors,
to release all that does not serve you.
And bless you,
with all that does.
Enter via the eastern gate
Journey the circumference of the wheel
E, N, W, S
With as many orbits as you like,
one, two, three or four..
Complete the round
by stopping in the south –
the doorway through
to the (your) centre!
And now wait.
Wait for the rising Sun.
Sit, sing, drum, hum
All the while focusing on the east,
the eastern horizon.
Boom. Shanka. Shiva!
Here comes the birth of the new day.
The Sun, the brandished mirror, the creative seed.
Summon the arrow of purpose and direction
And take aim.
In the direction of Self-Realisation
Self, with a capital, ‘S’
from which all things come
from which all things are
from which all things cease to be
Endless cycles of creation,
manifestation and destruction
And so it goes. And so it goes. And so it goes
The dance, the play.
The apotheosis of suffering.
Why oh why GOD!
(How good is blaming God?)
Why all this suffering?
What were you thinking?
A: Suffering was only ever intended
to be a feedback mechanism
to let you know,
that you’re out of alignment
with (me) Truth.
And yes, God can be a total B-arch
about these things,
No matter how disparate
things may have seemed
over these past few years, at ground level.
Please keep in mind,
as you ponder what’s below.
We are all One God!
In all our
Almighty Messiness (sorry Virgo).
Praise be the Lord!
Venus, or ‘The Divine Feminine’
has been journeying her pathway
to empowerment by:
Recognising her long lost power.
And is now sovereign in all dimensions.
Her body. Her health. Her wealth.
Her sexuality, relationships
and place in society – Her status.
And most importantly, sovereign
in how she resides within herself
and honours her divine feminine powers
Feeling – Intuition
the death grounds.
The birthing places.
She is a midwife.
She is a doula.
She is a creatrix.
She is a master.
And we’re right out of time
for any denial of her truth.
And so she sews her seeds
in the direction of true love, true knowing.
She’s a vessel of the Goddess.
And holds the temple
as she holds her boundaries,
She knows hEARTH rites,
she knows HERth ways,
she knows the Lore.
She knows her rights.
She knows her responsibilities.
She does not give way.
No longer an enabler.
She does not give permission,
To those that disrespect the Goddess.
For to give way is to weave the web threadbare
She holds the weave.
As she is weaved
again and again
Mars, or ‘The Divine Masculine’
has been journeying his pathway
to empowerment by:
and becoming lost unto himself.
Lost to the beat of the dying order.
Staying rutted in 3D.
Materialism, tribalism, cannibalism.
The attachments. So hard to resist.
So hard to let go.
Cutting corners, dropping the ball, making excuses.
Yet still ascends
and ascends and ascends,
But is in no position to hold office
in any true or meaningful sense.
And soon others, the brothers, begin to collude
and carry on the prevailing mythos.
“It’s okay. As long as we’ve got each others back.
We can get away with anything.”
Divine Justice came to town.
Right when you were messing around.
Didn’t see that coming?
And destroyed your false foundations
in the here and now.
Just so you might get a hint (wink wink)
of all that was false within.
So many have endured dark nights of the soul.
Terrors. Traumas. Waiting to be met.
This suffering belongs to nobody in particular,
No specific family member, no specific gender.
We are all divine masculine – divine feminine
Warrior/Lover, Sister/Brother Priest/Priestess.
Dealing with the threadbare social programming
of generations before.
For better or worse,
the family curse.
It’s time to leave the nest.
And seek out new resources
Some of us fell. Some of us rose.
The War of the Roses.
The legacy of the Mad King, killing all his wives.
And so many,
though not all divine masculines
have been on a path
to descension, chaos and ruin.
Learning ‘their’ lessons, hopefully.
And here now, at this
Sagittarius Total Solar Eclipse
It’s time to let go.
WAR IS OVER!
I see a soldier coming back from war.
He’s on crutches. He’s burnt.
He can barely breathe.
He can barely walk.
And that’s just the physical damage
Soul/Psyche knows the real score
Some soldiers would rather
shoot themselves in the foot
But with whatever strength
he has available to him now.
He walks away from that place,
never to return.
Facing the East, the new belonging.
The wounded/ healer/
teacher/ shaman is ready to teach.
“There’s no glory in war.”
Forever humbled to the Path of Peace.
Now that I’ve confronted
my own and others darkness-
the broken, dejected, distorted and unhealed.
I’m ready to start again.
I surrender this plane,
of ego separation
It’s simply not worth it.
To toil in vain.
Vanity, greed, envy, lust,
wrath, sloth and all types of
I mean deadly sins (crimes)…
It’s just a sign!
That I might not be well.
And in need of some healing.
There’s no shame in that.
Living out of alignment
with truth is painful!
No matter how comfortable.
are never comfortable,
for the soul that longs to expand.
It’s been a living hell.
An empty cell.
by all my fears.
And realising how
I’ve abused my powers,
has only led to tears.
A time to surrender
to the divine order
And let this
And use my time wisely.
Devil confronted. Devil digested!
I now hold dark and light.
I am transformed!
I seek to restore myself
and develop my foundations true.
And come into balance and harmony
with the divine feminine
and stop doing what I used to do.
For to not value her
is to disavow myself
and stay stuck.
I am no longer the half man I used to be.
I am whole.
And I am no longer afraid,
to be afraid.
To be vulnerable.
To to be powerful.
I’m ready to be seen
I’m ready to be free.
And start the journey of healing
the lost and wandering soul.
I’m not growing up, I’m growing down.
A humbled version of myself
that seeks only the lowest ground.
With this, I now offer my gifts to the world
with gratitude and graciousness.
And this time round,
I’ll make the ground
From a place of non-division.
Unity is healing
Unity is my calling.
And this time round,
as I set upon my way,
my work, my relationships, my world.
I’m going to do things differently.
I wonder who I might become?
And for all that I have caused (karma)
I know I’ll be OK
As I forgive myself and others
each and every day
And live a life in presence,
relishing in the essence of
The Here and Now.
I think I’m ready to be happy!
I give thanks for the gift of life.
And with this turn toward the East.
Upon this dark moon,
from all 4 corners ov thee Earth
brothers and sisters
will be looking to the Horizon.
Saying their prayers.
Speaking to the Eagle.
Speaking to the Ant.
Listening to the wind in the trees
Rugging up (as it might be very, very cold).
Some will be meditating.
Some, just waiting.
The birth of the new day.
The birth of the new year.
The birth of the New Aeon
is on the horizon.
With all my Heart,
Kirilly Cosmic Space Priestess
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